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[02 Dec 2006|09:07pm] |
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Well...the past few days have been good/bad. My birthday was pretty cool, but my mom and Jason started a lot of shit.
I worked late last night at philthy's, got up this morning, took a shower and went to west 49 to work. I just got off about a half hour ago.
Tomorrow morning I got to get up at 6:30 to watch the dog then again on Monday. On Tuesday I need to be up at 5:30 and head to Rugby practice. I get to relax on Wednesday then get up at 6:30 to watch dog for Thursday, at 4:30 I work till 8:30 plus I need to work at Philthy's sometimes this week as well.
I'm exhausted, plus I'm being blackmailed by Jason to help decorate the tree tomorrow or else I lose my computer for a while. He's a retard.
I hope things slow down soon...
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[23 Nov 2006|05:19pm] |
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SCHOOL SUCKS! other than that my day has been ok I guess.
Today when I walked into english class I was so pissed off that I kicked my desk so it tipped and almost fell over and my chair went flying. I'm guessing people were stareing because I swore loudly and stormed out..well actually Melanie had to drag me out seeing as how I wanted td throw it. My teacher asked me why I didn't have my scribbler open and I just responded coldly "Cause I don't feel like it" so she just told me to take a book out and I said "sure, I'll get a fuckin book out" but I don't think she heard me..ither that or she was ignoring me.
I'm also frustrated that I can't go to the much music dance tomorrow which I was looking forward to go to with Mel, but obviously things get crushed so easily, whatever though.
On the other note I hope to start up Parkour again this year seeing I stopped myself at the end of the summer. I have scoliosis so I'm not...screwed I guess, but I'm not gonna let it ruin my life. I'm playing rugby this year and our first practise is tuesday at 7:00 a.m. I look forward to it.
Anyways, no there is no more news.
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[20 Nov 2006|09:16pm] |
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Worst part of the day! This morning (BY ACCIDENT) I was holding one of Melanies slabs of wood I helped her cut for her hamster house and I dont exactly know how, but the piece of wood broke in half. I felt stupid and...mean? We put it back together with glue, I still feel really dumb, I don't know how it broke so easily when all I did was hold it.
Plus last year me and her were playing fighting and I went to punch her and my knuckle hit her watch and it smashed the glass to pieces which was a thick chunk of glass. Even though I did that she bandaged my hand with a small smile on her face.
Today I couldn't help but feel...stupid? comm tech confused me and I had to keep asking Mel for her sheet and she was getting frustrated so I just did it randomly and it turned out perfect.
Anyways...I hope tomorrow things are a bit better...
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[19 Nov 2006|06:08pm] |
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I have been inspired to write another story. The ideas came to mind through one of andrews guitar solo's. Not giving out any infor on it just yet, going to wait for a while until the ideas are stuff within my head for good lol.
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[16 Nov 2006|04:55pm] |
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Yesterday I was grounded off my computer for some stupid meaningless reason, But now I'm back!.
Today I was majorly stressed out because some people finally started to tell me that people (mostly guys) have been saying stuff about me. The girl I was talking to told me that these guys are complaining and saying I control Melanie and don't let her do what she wants or let her date who she wants which is COMPLETE BULLSHIT.
Their jealous fucks who are mad cause they can't take rejection so they take it out on the person (her bestfriend) because I'm the closest to her and their not.
Seriously kiddos, grow up, theres hundreds of others out there, she just happens to not like you and I'm her bestfriend, did I go up and beg her to be? no, she chose me, not you, so fuck off.
On the same note some other people are saying I'm using Andrew and I control him aswell. It's almost like these stupid kids are trying to yank the people I care about most away, jeaous fucks.
know whats funny about this? the fact that those bitches can whine all they want and I'll still be the victor in the end so LMAO IN YOUR FACES. I control no one, they make the desisions on their own, I only be a friend and help them with my opinions.
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